Saturday, June 10, 2006
12:31 PM

Hey it's the weekends again yea... Updating agaain what goes on in the past few days..THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE WEEK! Ytd. Went to donate blood. Being the first timer, i was abnormally calm unlike my other two friends who went with me, Liz and Ayunie. Darn i could see their anxious and freaked out faces. It was damn funny come to think of it. Haas. Anw, they went first cuz i wanted to wait for my other fren wanda who asked tt i wait for her.. I waited for Wanda.. Still no sign of her. So i went on.. All ALONE. Everything was fine up till i sat on tt safari-bed-cum-chair.. Sorta had a premonition tt smthg bad would happen.. So i was gettin anxious... Then, came along a nurse in a blue blazer.. hu poke me up.. I was antisepted, shot with painkillers and then my left hands was inserted the draw shringe... OKAE. Everything was fine. 10 min later... FINE... 20 mins later... SHIT! the packet tt contain my blood was not increasing in volume... the blood is not flowing into IT!!*panic... They put the needle in all kinds of position up till the hole tt was being inserted the needle... was actualli "leaking of MY blood". urgh. it was icky. i meant the part when i cud see in flowing down my left arm. AND to make matter worse,.. it was PAINFUL lahh. Urgh... Then,.. they fiddle with it for awhile and concluded tt they have poke the WRONG vein lahh... Just my luck! First time and everything when wrong. Im SO gonna have a phobia... The nurse apologised profusely. I didnt screamed at her or what... Cuz i was thinking.. if i DID screamed at her or make a big fuss outta it, what if the same situation happen to me when I become a nurse... KARMA.. So i acted all nice and all... And now my left arm ish like swollen with blue-ish purple vein-like bruises popping out.. Darn. Anw,...that pretty much is the highlight of the week yea.. Haas... Others activities might not be as important as i used to think lahh... Till then... Im taking care of myself yea... Holla at me ppl when you're free aite...
missing my girlfriends. michelle.ping.dil.min.atiqah.apit.gwen.eliza.taruna.calaine.christine.kenny(haas).moi gawd... the whole bunch lahh... Hmm...

Will you remember me?
-bB

Saturday, June 03, 2006
3:18 AM

Itz the weekend. Thank gawd. Was beginning to feel so lost. This particular week is really crappy. Everything just could not get any worse. In sch, iim bombasted by test week after week and exams are in 3 weeks time. Stress. Been mugging but i just couldn't register. Something is seriously wrong up the there (pointing to head) or i seriously need remedials. And.. ytd was like so TOTALLY horrible. Uurgh! Unimaginable. Okae. See this whole week hasn't been my best coz of a certain visitation by the red "call of nature" aka Ms Period. Been PMS-ing more than usual due to stress.. Urgh! Then, ytd ii was requested by moi classmate, Zaneta aka Zen, to acts as her model for the phase-test.. It was SO last minute. I was abt to leave for home lahh. So being the helpful arse that i am. I abide to help her. So i left moi green-polka-dotted-topshop bag(ping and dil bought it for my birthday)to my friends, Dillah and Wanda. Zen took a blardie long time to assess me in the phase-test lahh.. By the time we finish, Dillah and Wanda was nort there anymore lahh. *alarmed* So ii called Dillah up..

Me: Hey girl, where ya?
Dillah: At Cafe 1. You?
Me: I just finish the phase-test. So long lohh. Eh, where's moi bag?
Dillah: Inside locker ar.
Me: WHAT?!!!!! How to OPEN!!!? I DON'T have the keys with me! The keys are INSIDE moi bag lahh!
Dillah: What?! Shit! How?
Me: Where's Wanda? Wanda share the same locker as me. She have the KEYS!
Dillah: Wanda went Auntie's house. So sorry!
-hung up sfter much frustation-
Anw,.. this whole locker thing ended after i waited for Wanda for nearly 2hrs in front of the lockers with the company of the irritating "engineering" fans who stalked me from lvl 1 till after Wanda came..Urgh! Faggs!
Tt's the worse of sch.. Then, came moi love life. i mean last time i was all out for "no-string-attached" relationships until i met this particular guy who sweet, witty, funny, sensitive and such a darls... He knows I nort into a serious relationship but he was okae with it.. he build repot and moi trust. So i sorta like him. So we did get comfortable with each other. And we even gt intimate.. as in doing couple-y stuff like light kisses here and there... teasing.. tickling...etc... All that CRAP... After tt, he sorta disappear.. Recently, found out some thing very disturbing. That make me feel so cheated and taken for a fool. Was he just making a fool outta me or was he just on the rebound and sees me as the girl who could help him thru it... Urgh! infuriating.. Aldou it wasn't official or anything, he and me HAS something THERE..! That what's bugging me. Urgh! Damn. Anw,.. hope everything's gonna be alright... Y'know what I need? I totalli need my girlfriends with ice-creams and lotsa tissues... AND cry moi heart out! *pout*
Speaking of girlfriends.. All moi girlfriends have gone MIA... Miss all of you all. Now iim only close with one. That's moi dear girl, Michelle. ;) Anw,.. Thanks for the listening ears or the time you just THERE to listen to me whine and crap and all that shit.... Love ya girl! Misscha'

Will you remember me?
-bB